F.e.V.eR........emergency RooM

hi all...

i hate to be in this atmosphere..since i have been binded to fever for the past 4 days...

hurmmm...

sometimes, i wish like shouting to the world or jump down from 1000 stories of building to let the fever out of me..

y i say this so???

yeah..

when u r having fever of course u can't:

1. talk to fwenz and love in solace

(blame the flue hokeyhhh..*)

2. finish up loads of assignmnts and works

3. going for futsal..

(i miss futsal damn much)

4. don't feel satisfy with anything that i do...

i rarely have fever...but due to the bad weather here in jitra, (seldom rain n suddenly, the gigantic lamp of earth-"sun" smiling up in the sky....), i be da lucky one to be having fever now..hurmm..

i cant blame God...

nway, i finally decided to be home in sbn..

yahooo..wanna meet ma dear n ma mummy..

warrghhhh..

misss ma shopping outing sooooooo damnnnnn very much.....

*wanna tanx to all ma buddies for supporting me..credit to Iffa...she takes good care of me...*dtg bilik, bwk panadol, ubat selsema sume...tanx sygggg..^_^* n ma roomate tooo....sombEe....

*fwenz, do not need to worry yarh....im getting better...do pray for me yarh..

*yeah..Jom terbaNg dgn Air-asia....yahoo..balik sbnnn...yeahhhh....

* misz ma dear soooo muchh...:(

---------------------------xoxo------------------------------^_^

Not DAT eaSy!!!

for me, it is not that easy to confess to someone that u love him or her..
utk aku, aku sgt percayakan lumrah manusia utk jatuh cinta dan dicintai...
tp...
bila dia dtg pada masa yg tak sepatutnya dia dtg, bwt aku rasa nk pergi:

1st: tembak kepala dia

2nd: menjerit kat muka dia sekuatnya

3rd: nk bg tau satu dunia yg di tak patut mainkan perasaan orang..

hurmmm...
bukan ape...korang penah x rasa sakit hati...
bile org yg korang sayang dlu (dlu larhh...)tiba2 dtg n mula tagih kasih syg yg dh hilang tue..n benda nie jadi pada aku semalam...
"dia" tiba2 kol aku..
n ckp

"hello, fy ke?? i miss u dear!!"..
"(* dalam hati aku, ish...Bullsh**)...
"yes..nak ape??"
"i miss u ma dear.n i really hope we could be back together".

tanpa berfikir panjang, aku kumpulkan tenaga mula meninggikan suara aku..

"listen. for all this while, u've made me as such a stupid person n waiting for something that always remain unsure..especially bout our relationship before. n now u're coming back..n asking for me whether i love u or not. plisss...think twice bfore u say anything. i hate to make maself hating u..n in fact, to me u're just like ma brother...yeah..just a brother of mine. u dump me..n now u wanna ditch me back. do u think that im dat stupid???"....

................................
.....................................*silent...

"please fy..i love u.."...
"ok2..we make it like this. abg, plishh have a really deep thought on this. i hate to say this. but, i'm hanging up the phone yarh..."...."bye."....
"...*silent"...

all in all, aku sikit pown x rasa bersalah ckp mcm tue..biarkan dia...sbb selama nie, dye yg bwt aku terhegeh2 kat dia..n aku nk dia belajar hargai aku, n if bukan aku, perempuan lain la..
to me, benda dah lepas, biarkan lepas...
aku mmg terhutang budi dgn dia..
sbb dye larh yg inform aku yg aku dpt join TESL...
kalau x sebb dia, mungkin aku still kat uni mana2 ntah, dgn peluang keje yg x pasti lg..
for that, i thank you so much..
but to be back to u, it's a big NO from me..

n aku nk mintak maaf kat ma girlfriend..
aku x berniat nk bwt ko geram..
cuma aku geram ngn sikap ko, yg sumetimes agk kurang hormat dgn aku..
itu yg kdg2 aku kurang hormat pada ko..
itu je aku nk kau tau..
ada batas2 dlm bergurau dgn kwn2..
nway, aku doakan ko cepat sembuh...

amin....

Ya Allah, tenteramkan hatiku..permudahkan aku utk menempuh ujian akhir TESL...makbulkan doaku untuk dpat pergi ke UK..aminnn...

TaleNtime sgttt beshhh...

hari tuh..(2nd april 09)

fy g tgk muviee- TaleNtime..

first and foremost, nk bg rating- 4.5 stars out of 5...

perghhh...manyak beshhh larh citer neyh..

aku suggest korang sume mai tgk..

x bwk bf or gf pown x pe...

g bwk granny pown, sure granny nangis sma2 ngn korang..hahaha...

hubungan kekeluargaan yg bwt mereka sungguh istimewa di mata masing2..


bercinta nye pasal....smpai tertido si melur n mahesh.....hehe..:P


setianya si bisu..(mahesh)...melur said "are u deaf??? u are da most irritating guy i've ever met"...

sgtt sukew watak Melur..beliau is in love with Mahesh..she's very optimist bout her love towards Mahesh..utk pengetahuan ya'll Mahesh tue "bisu"...n x penah bgtau pada Melur yg dye bisu..Plus- Mahesh sgtttttt HOT dlm citer tuh....salah satu phrases yg paling melekat dlm hati aku smpai saat neyh-

"If u speak, it's silent. When u silent, u speak"....



waduishhhh...

lurve u kak dibah!!!!!!

giler kelakar watak Cikgu Dibah (ADibah Noor)...as aku penah jumpa dye "LIVE" dlu masa kat airport alor setar...she was a teslian before...so, english beliau teramat larh fluent...n kelakar in person...bikin wa n kwn2 gelak guling2 masa kat airport ritue...haha..

nway, tanx ye untuk ma buddy-aidil..

kerana membuat surprise yg x bpe nk surprise..haha..


tanx dude..
belanja tgk muvie yg gue teringin bgttt nk tgk...
nk kena tgk sepoloh juta kali pown x pe....
n u guys kena surf kat internet- lagu "angel" by atilia..n "just one boy" by Aizad


gue spesel dedicate lagu tuh utk abg gue aizul..
p/s: bro, dedicate lagu tuh kat ur gurl...sure dye terharu habissss.....


k yarh...


daaaa...

SGttttt R.i.N.d.U.....

pic taken when i was in school..jd teacher for 2 weeks..

Assalamualaikum....

SEYES sgttttt RINDUUU utk update blog...


tanx utk kwn2 yg selalu encourage fy utk update blog..


sowieee sgttt...


skung im into ma finals...


soal hidup dan mati...


dalam bln 6 afta finals n BTN, fy update blog utk kwn2 tercinta yerh...





lurve ya all..


keep on blogging...


~p/s: even fy x update blog, fy akn tetap ikut updated entries korang sume...


t.cre....^_^

Ma Soul...

Ok2...

spt mana yg telah dijanjikan, entry kali neyh fy rasa nk tulis bout ma family..kira2 mcm introduce ma family members larh..

mcm dlm fs, i did wrote that i can't live without ma family n God..

4 sure..

im gonna die..

so, kite start drp ma parents k..

nie parents fy..mr yahya daros n mrs zainap raoh...i lurve both of them damn much...ma mum neyh kira mcm ma bf jgk larh..

so, i have 5 siblings..

n m da youngest..

3 elder bro n 1 only sista..

this is ma 1st bro..fizairy amini b yahya...then...

mucul ma 2nd bro..yg nakal n sukew giler nyakat adk beradik yg len..mr faizal amry bin yahya...

neyh time celebrate bufday mama ritue..fy candid pic dye..naahhh..amik...

kate konon2 muka kamoo tuh mcm rosyam noor...bluekkkk..pasan tull.:P

ha..

haaaaaaaa...

neyh ma 3rd bro..merangkap penasihat peribadi fy..

mr fazril izwan b yahya...

teramat larh murah hati n shayunkk kn adk2 dye...

muahxxxxiiieee...

pic neyh dye post dgn new car dye...lol..

ini pulak ma only sista...ms fizi haryani bt yahya...

ma sis neyh kira2 mcm teman bek gue larh...teman bergussip, shopping, mamam..

haha..

sumew dgn dye larh..

tido pown dgn dye..

tp, skung dye menetap kt kl..

nurse kat hkl..

so, nie some snapshots ank2 buah shayeee....

* shukewww sgt2 bdk kecix...* mak su shayunkk kamoo...

muke nakal..fariz azeem aiman..^^ ikut papa nyer yg nakal..ma 2nd bro's son

1st prince for ma 1st bro...muhd syakirin..pengarang jantung maksu neyh..

winduu larh..cpt balik k..mak su dah ready choclairs utk kamoo..

ank ma 1st bro...isra' haikal...

fatin irdina..adk aiman....muahxxiiee..bgun2...:)

datz all for now...

opsss....

last shot..

pic mama fy masa kitorang satu fmily buat surprise party utk mama ritue..

so, dgn ::a bouque of fresh roses:: cake from baker's cottage:: body shop white musk set:: a gold plated watch:: n bufday party planned by these 5 siblings, hope mama happy n semoga pnjng umur yer mama...

adik shayunkkkk mama...

muahxxiieee...

lurve ya all...

^_^

hari ini dlm sejarah..

HARI NEYH DLM SEJARAH CUTI SEM NEYH...

gue bgun awal..
haha..
selalunyer, after smbhyg subuh, sure tarik comforter balik..
jwbnyer tidooo arh..
lalala..
ntah nape pg neyh.
mood gadis sihat tiba2 menjelma di dlm diri ku eneyh..
ceh2..

ari neyh, pas smbhyg subuh, terus berjaga..
g bekfas...
then online..

hurmm..
doa2 larh tabiat bgun awl neyh melekat di dlm lubuk sanubari cik fify nie yerh..
haha..
cool jgk bgun awl..
cuti sem neyh jgn hrp nk wake up early..

fy nk jd early birdy..
haha..

aminnn..

selamat kembali..

hi guys..
lama gilers rasanye aku x dtg menempekkan diri kt dunia blogging neyh..
nk kate merajuk tuh..
x der larh..
skung neyh..
sibuk menjaga baby- anak2 buah kesyayangan ku itusss...
hehe..
"saya suka kanak-kanak"..
haha..
begitulah kate2 yg diluahkan oleh seorang gadis bernama Fify..

ntah ape ntah aku mula merapik neyh..
tetiba windduu bngt sama itu prince..
eceh2..
citer lama..
x mo bukak balik..
dlm buhsan2 duk umah neyh, sye makan2 n mkn..
but still berat x gak nek2..
warrghhhh..
tensen gue..45++ jerh..
rasa mcm nk letak batu dlm poket neyh bg berat..

td, bru pas ckp phone dgn ma buddy..
si chunky tuh..
lega dye ok..igt dye dtimpa pape kerh..
sbb lately dye syp je..
sonok dpt gelak guling nyakat dye dlm phone...
p/s: en amar, jgn wut2 lupa nk belanja x-studnt u neyh mkn k..
hihihi..

minggu dpn neyh pulak, aku tunggu lerh laling shayunkk ku nk dtg drp kedah..
aippp..
bukan bf la..
kwn bek aku- Ms Della Devaana..
hehe..
nk bwk dye round2 soghomban neyh..
ader owg tuh..ehem2..
abg gue tuh larh..
ajk tgk wayang, mcm2 alasan nyerh..
malusss larh..
shegannn larh..
mmg nk kena ikat dye tuh...

k larh..
ari neyh shejukkk sgt2...
menggigil time aku menaip neyh..
(hehe..hyperbole jerh..sje exagerate cite...nk bg besh sket)
mungkin berkat hari ni HARI RAYA AidILadha kot...
so, aku nk wishh kt sume yg membaca
SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL ADHA...

stay chill n rox selalu..
shayunkk kamoo semua..^_^