GLOsaliciOus LiFe..

cepat siapkan karpet merah!!!!

2009-05-24T00:04:00.000-07:00

fy nk kena g BTN minggu dpn..

5 hari larh fy kena berkampung kat Besut, Terengganu..

utk kawan2 fy yg sibuk memblogging, jga diri k..

hehe...konon2 nie fy larh..pasan..:P

-bro mello...jgn makan bebanyak..meletup perut anda nnt..haha..

--en wan sheva...sila bersabar..i g jap je..jgn winduu2 kt i eh..wink2..^_^

take care all...

kat sne no laptops..n no tenet2 nie..(ceh2..konon nk fokus kat btn lerh nie..haha..)..

so nk mengupdate blog sure2 x dpt..

muahhhhxxxiiieeee....

see ya!!!!!!!!

kerna KAu...

2009-05-22T09:37:00.000-07:00

salam..

hi to all bloggers..

first fy dgn rasa bangga's dan girang's nye mengalu-alukan kehadiran saudara blogging ku--

en. wan sheva..(nama sebenar x tau) haha..

tp nie link blog nyerh-- http://scrumphywansheva.blogspot.com

setelah berkurun lamanye beliau tidak memblogging..kini dia kembali timbul..ibarat ikan flower hon muncul dari air..wawahahaha...^_*

oitss....miss fify..y u soooo happy larh now??? hurmmm..chill2..fy nie mcm n kelihatan n kenampakan je happy..tp, di hati..eceh2*..sgtt bercelaru..

come2..

tak mo bebel bebanyak...

rinie, fy ngn all da girls lagi gorgeous gitu bersiap2 di waktu pagi yang hening...plan..nk kuar g lerh shopping..

yeah..shopping..

tp, nie jitra kot..so, dun expect me to tell more about Mid Valley here in jitra hokeyhhh..:P

dah lerh tido lambat gilers smlm..around 4 baru larh mata yg bulat lagi x-tra size nie dpt titow..bgun2..dh kul 9.30..roomate dgn girang dn lompat2 ajk fy, "fy, jom g jitra...kite shopping barang2 utk g BTN"...

fy pown ala2 pening2 lalat..g mandi...siap2 bagai..g lerh menshoppingkan diri...

dah jejalan sampai nk tercabut larh kaki yg sekepeng nie...baru balik..

nk dkt 6.30 ptg kot..huhu..org g menoreh pun dah balik kot time tuh..T_T.....sgtttt penat......

balik2..

kwn2 sibuk kolll.... "fify, bile free gtau eh..jom org belanja mkn"....

ayyo..dlm hati aku.."ishhhh..fy dh larh sgttttttt sibuk rinie..g beli brg sampai pokai..hurmm...btn kot.."...

geram tul..asal fy habis exam je..populariti tahap dewa dewi..wawawa..pasan..seyes beb..mana x bengang..bile fy dh ckp sekali yg fy x leh kuar mkn dgn kau, pepaham larh..nie x, tak habis kol bagai...miss kol...msg2...yg berkoyan2 banyaknye...*yewla..smpai bekali2 kot hp fy cam lembap n jem2 kot..dek kerana benda2 tuh sume arh....arghhhhhhhh...tak nyempat2...masa ni gak larh sibuk nk ajak den g mkn bagai...ayyo..tau arh seyh nie sokopeng!!!..ngee~

utk dipendekkan citer yg x bpe nk pendek nie..

ari nie..fy sgtttt penat...utk korang2 sume yg sibuk nk ajk fy kuar mkn..dating bagai..

alamatnye...lupakan sje...fy TIDAK BERMINAT...

kerana meskipun anda-anda itu berkata "ala..kite kuar sbg kwn je.."..

fy X PERCAYA...niat korang mmg nk menggatal..

arghhhh..

persetankan itu semua...fy x minat n sgttt susah nk percaya lelaki sembarang nie hokeyhhhh..walaupun ANDA BERKELAkuAN BAIK..N TUNJUK CARING....

seyes...

apa yg sgttt ketara..fy sgtttt susah nk percaya anda-anda sekalian*...

--nota x berkaki---

1. KAU harus tahu..aku dh confess pd lelaki yg sgttt sygkan aku (in fact dye sgtttt baik hokeyhhh)* yg aku masih igtttt kan KAU je..walaupun dat guy berkecil hati..tp, aku PUAS HATi..sbb aku x nk bwt diri aku bersalah..cuba syggggkan dye..sbb kesian...

padahal hati aku asyik igt KAU je..

2. betul apa kata lgu dirly- "walau ke ujung dunia"

Cinta ini menggelisahkan aku

Membuat aku gila

Andai kita terpisah Mati rasa-rasaku

Cinta ini membodohkan aku

Menutup akal sehatku

Andai engkau tak disisi

Risau isi jiwaku

Reff:
Selama kau belum jadi milikku yang utuh Aku akan selalu milikimu
Selama bumi masih akan terus berputar Aku akan slalu menujumu
Walau ke ujung dunia
Cinta ini membodohkan aku Menutup akal sehatku
Andai kita terpisah Mati rasa-rasaku

*KAU harus tahu..kesan ko bukan seket2 dlm hidup aku...

*aku jd mcm nie..sbb KAU....

---till then buddies..T_T sob2..

bukan merapik..bukan meraban..tp DiA yg bwt aku meraban..

2009-05-21T10:35:00.000-07:00

aku rinduuu dia..

kenapa masa ni jgk la hati aku kuat rinduukan dia...

walaupun dia x kan pernah terima aku...

aku ttp rinduuu dia..

desktop..

ada gambar dia..

msg tone aku..

lagu yg penah berkumandang kat blog dia satu masa dlu..

yeahhh..

dgn cara nie je aku dpt rasa dia ada dekat dgn aku...

........................................................

finally...habis gak...^_^

2009-05-20T22:38:00.000-07:00

wah2...(mood seronok...fify melompat2 time nk type entry kali nie)..haha..

setelah sekian lama menahan nafsu utk update blog, akhirnya tercapai juga impian neyh....

ceh2..

yewla...korang kan tau..2 minggu kot..

after 12 jam menggunakan jari jemari yang halus lagi runcing neyh..ngee~ utk menulis essay yang amatlah panjanggggggggggggg berjela2...

akhirnya HABIS GAK FOUNDATION YEAR FIFY!!!!!!

yeahhhhhhh..

amat2 gembira...

lepas neyh nk g cuba semua mknn yg ada kat msia neyh..

nk mkn mkn n mkn..

pastue nk jln2 satu msia...

hahaha...

nk shopping sampai puasssss....

n nk bersenorok sampai x hengat dunie...ngee~ astaghfirullah.....insaf2..

tp, x leh sonok sgt lerh..

fy skung dah masuk interphase nk menunggu result finals utk kuar dlm masa 2 minggu...wahhhh...

pastue kalau x repeat (doa2 x yah repeat) kira2 cuci kaki..

tangan..

kepala...

n satu badan..

prepare nk terbang ke UK...

bukan ulu kelang yerh geng...United Kingdom...

wahhhhhhhh...giler arh...x sabar.....

3 bln nk blaja masak...hahaha.....

next week ari isnin nk g ganu..

ada program btn...

kena buli arh neyh kat sne..

kena siapkan lotion berbotol2 neyh...

kalau tak merekah kulit fy mcm kulit durian plak nnt..ahakssss....

p/s: giler winduuu kt bro mello....^_^

baik...fify akan senyapp..

2009-05-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

Fify needs to get hold of herself

2 weeks to my FINAL exam- peluang fy dptkan tiket utk FLY KE UK...(warghhh..)

Fify nk mintak ampun bebanyak if fy ada bwt slh kat ya'll...(mood insaf)

FRIENDS, do pray for ma success yarh...

^_^- chentaaa kamoo

note:// buddies, kite jumpa utk next post after fy abis exam k...(21 MEI 2oo9) muahxxiee..

terkejut seyhh...

2009-05-02T03:25:00.000-07:00

hello..

salam...

heyya...:)

tgh hari td, punya larh panas..(as usual larh kann..)..

fy dgn pntasnye berkayuh mcm le tour d langkawi nk elak kena ujan..

sbb langit kaler ala-ala bju sekolah yg dh lusuh gitu, tunggu masa nk limpahkan hujan selebat2 nye kat bumi utara nie..

waduhhhh...

malu aku kat mamat indon tgk aku kayuh bersungguh2 td..haha..:D

n alhamdulillah..sampai2 je kat hostel..terus hujan lebat selebat2 nye..

terkejut seyh...lama giler kedah x hujan...

n padan muka gak kat aku..

yewla..

smlm punye larh panas...gatal x mo basuh baju..mula2 plan nk basuh baju (yg dh penuh satu laundry basket tuh..) rinie, but tgk dh hujan..

alamatnya makin malas n terbantut larh niat gue nk membasuh baju..

kak liya (auntie yg slalu amik dobi kat hostel-dia charge giler murah, sekilo 2 henget jer).. cuti punye larh lama..

kalau x kat dye je arh aku anta baju2 g lecture yg berlambak neyh..

waduishhh...

g mana nie..

cpt pikir..cm ne nk cuci bju..

mlm sket kot..

caiyok fy....^_^

note:

// tetiba cam teringat kat bro melo..ape arh dye tgh bwt skung..ngee~

// bro, adk nk dtg melaka arh..cuti 3 bln b4 fly nnt..siap2 kan kompang skali ke eh..haha..:D

labour day....

2009-05-01T03:42:00.000-07:00

pic time g sedim ritue..syokk giler tgk air terjun kat sne..

salam..

hi sume ma buddies out there...

ayyo..cuti smpai 3 hari kat kedah nie bwt fy mati kutu arh..x tau nk bwt mende..(ceh2..padahal byk bende leh bwt..antaranya study arh)---- fy, common..study!!!!

ma roomate balik gurun..tau2 dye dah balik kl..warghh...nk itut...

igt mmg la nk balik sbn, but mummy ckp duk je kat kedah tuh..habiskan masa yg tinggl kurang drp sebulan kat kedah tuh..(yeahh ite mummy..apa je yg ada kedah nie..panas de arh)..haha..

no offence to all kedahans out there k!!! ngee~ truth is KEDAH mmg tgH PANAS..

kalau jemur fy pun leh kering mcm cili kering..

bile cuti..

mula la cik fy nie bagun lambat thap dewa dewi nyee...ngee~ bgun2 terus mandi...

manja2 kan diri bwt hair mask treatment..scrub badan bagai..

perghhh..gilerrr beshhh...

syurgaa...haha..:D

satu bnda yg x bpe nk best...tatkala kepala menoleh ke cafe yg sgtt lah dekat dgn blik fy,

TUTUP..

perghh..bukan tutup sejam dua..but tutup utk 3 hari..arghhh..

terpaksa larh gue cycle tgh panas (ala-ala cite korea gitu*) g carik makanan luar hostel..arghh..

sunblock sgt2 larh diperlukan...

nway, terpaksa thn 3 hari...ngayuh beskal..(oleh kerana kete dh dihantar ke sbn n aku x de lesen moto)...

tahan je arh..

3 hari je kot..so, kene enjoy mkn mknn msia kat kedah nie..sebelum aku terseksa 3 thn kat uk nnt x dpt mkn dish fav aku-sotong masak sambal..nyummmm...tempting seyh!!!

fy nk wish- EPPY BECOMING BUFDAY utk BUDDY Ku NATRA!!!!

aku SYGGG ko NAT!!!

tinggalkan je lelaki x guna tuh..x pndai hargai ko..

n HAPPPY LABOUR DAY!!

muahxxiieee....da~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

2009-04-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

yeahhhh...
mari study fy...18 May 2009!!!!!!!!!!! ------- 21 MAy 2009 (EXAM WEEK)
24 days to GO!!!!!
yup...
all ma buddies out there....
jom study....
lepas study nk melekat ker haper keh..nk mkn laptop anda pown x per...
apa2 pown, for those who already started their exam week, GOOD LUCK k...
ma blogging buddy..wan sheva, naz hunter n aizul marcello!!!
caiyok!!!!!

wake UP dear!!!!!

2009-04-14T01:09:00.000-07:00

"U DO NOT NEED TO CRY FIFI..

BE STRONG AND TRY YOUR VERY BEST...

THERE STILL SOME CHANCES FOR YOU TO SHINE IN YOUR FINALS...

WHATEVA IT TAKES, YOU MUST GO FOR IT...

U CAN BE AMONG THEM..

YEAHHH..

THOSE PEOPLE WITH HIGHER MARKS...."

ALLAH..

MAY YOU ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME...

MUMMY..

TANX 4 ALWAYS BEING THERE TO SUPPORT ME..

N HEAR ME CRY WHENEVER IM FEELING DOWN...:(

F.e.V.eR........emergency RooM

2009-04-09T18:33:00.000-07:00

hi all...

i hate to be in this atmosphere..since i have been binded to fever for the past 4 days...

hurmmm...

sometimes, i wish like shouting to the world or jump down from 1000 stories of building to let the fever out of me..

y i say this so???

yeah..

when u r having fever of course u can't:

1. talk to fwenz and love in solace

(blame the flue hokeyhhh..*)

2. finish up loads of assignmnts and works

3. going for futsal..

(i miss futsal damn much)

4. don't feel satisfy with anything that i do...

i rarely have fever...but due to the bad weather here in jitra, (seldom rain n suddenly, the gigantic lamp of earth-"sun" smiling up in the sky....), i be da lucky one to be having fever now..hurmm..

i cant blame God...

nway, i finally decided to be home in sbn..

yahooo..wanna meet ma dear n ma mummy..

warrghhhh..

misss ma shopping outing sooooooo damnnnnn very much.....

*wanna tanx to all ma buddies for supporting me..credit to Iffa...she takes good care of me...*dtg bilik, bwk panadol, ubat selsema sume...tanx sygggg..^_^* n ma roomate tooo....sombEe....

*fwenz, do not need to worry yarh....im getting better...do pray for me yarh..

*yeah..Jom terbaNg dgn Air-asia....yahoo..balik sbnnn...yeahhhh....

* misz ma dear soooo muchh...:(

---------------------------xoxo------------------------------^_^

Not DAT eaSy!!!

2009-04-05T23:48:00.000-07:00

for me, it is not that easy to confess to someone that u love him or her..
utk aku, aku sgt percayakan lumrah manusia utk jatuh cinta dan dicintai...
tp...
bila dia dtg pada masa yg tak sepatutnya dia dtg, bwt aku rasa nk pergi:

1st: tembak kepala dia

2nd: menjerit kat muka dia sekuatnya

3rd: nk bg tau satu dunia yg di tak patut mainkan perasaan orang..

hurmmm...
bukan ape...korang penah x rasa sakit hati...
bile org yg korang sayang dlu (dlu larhh...)tiba2 dtg n mula tagih kasih syg yg dh hilang tue..n benda nie jadi pada aku semalam...
"dia" tiba2 kol aku..
n ckp

"hello, fy ke?? i miss u dear!!"..
"(* dalam hati aku, ish...Bullsh**)...
"yes..nak ape??"
"i miss u ma dear.n i really hope we could be back together".

tanpa berfikir panjang, aku kumpulkan tenaga mula meninggikan suara aku..

"listen. for all this while, u've made me as such a stupid person n waiting for something that always remain unsure..especially bout our relationship before. n now u're coming back..n asking for me whether i love u or not. plisss...think twice bfore u say anything. i hate to make maself hating u..n in fact, to me u're just like ma brother...yeah..just a brother of mine. u dump me..n now u wanna ditch me back. do u think that im dat stupid???"....

................................
.....................................*silent...

"please fy..i love u.."...
"ok2..we make it like this. abg, plishh have a really deep thought on this. i hate to say this. but, i'm hanging up the phone yarh..."...."bye."....
"...*silent"...

all in all, aku sikit pown x rasa bersalah ckp mcm tue..biarkan dia...sbb selama nie, dye yg bwt aku terhegeh2 kat dia..n aku nk dia belajar hargai aku, n if bukan aku, perempuan lain la..
to me, benda dah lepas, biarkan lepas...
aku mmg terhutang budi dgn dia..
sbb dye larh yg inform aku yg aku dpt join TESL...
kalau x sebb dia, mungkin aku still kat uni mana2 ntah, dgn peluang keje yg x pasti lg..
for that, i thank you so much..
but to be back to u, it's a big NO from me..

n aku nk mintak maaf kat ma girlfriend..
aku x berniat nk bwt ko geram..
cuma aku geram ngn sikap ko, yg sumetimes agk kurang hormat dgn aku..
itu yg kdg2 aku kurang hormat pada ko..
itu je aku nk kau tau..
ada batas2 dlm bergurau dgn kwn2..
nway, aku doakan ko cepat sembuh...

amin....

Ya Allah, tenteramkan hatiku..permudahkan aku utk menempuh ujian akhir TESL...makbulkan doaku untuk dpat pergi ke UK..aminnn...

TaleNtime sgttt beshhh...

2009-04-04T20:01:00.000-07:00

hari tuh..(2nd april 09)

fy g tgk muviee- TaleNtime..

first and foremost, nk bg rating- 4.5 stars out of 5...

perghhh...manyak beshhh larh citer neyh..

aku suggest korang sume mai tgk..

x bwk bf or gf pown x pe...

g bwk granny pown, sure granny nangis sma2 ngn korang..hahaha...

hubungan kekeluargaan yg bwt mereka sungguh istimewa di mata masing2..

bercinta nye pasal....smpai tertido si melur n mahesh.....hehe..:P

setianya si bisu..(mahesh)...melur said "are u deaf??? u are da most irritating guy i've ever met"...

sgtt sukew watak Melur..beliau is in love with Mahesh..she's very optimist bout her love towards Mahesh..utk pengetahuan ya'll Mahesh tue "bisu"...n x penah bgtau pada Melur yg dye bisu..Plus- Mahesh sgtttttt HOT dlm citer tuh....salah satu phrases yg paling melekat dlm hati aku smpai saat neyh-

"If u speak, it's silent. When u silent, u speak"....

waduishhhh...

lurve u kak dibah!!!!!!

giler kelakar watak Cikgu Dibah (ADibah Noor)...as aku penah jumpa dye "LIVE" dlu masa kat airport alor setar...she was a teslian before...so, english beliau teramat larh fluent...n kelakar in person...bikin wa n kwn2 gelak guling2 masa kat airport ritue...haha..

nway, tanx ye untuk ma buddy-aidil..

kerana membuat surprise yg x bpe nk surprise..haha..

tanx dude..
belanja tgk muvie yg gue teringin bgttt nk tgk...
nk kena tgk sepoloh juta kali pown x pe....
n u guys kena surf kat internet- lagu "angel" by atilia..n "just one boy" by Aizad

gue spesel dedicate lagu tuh utk abg gue aizul..
p/s: bro, dedicate lagu tuh kat ur gurl...sure dye terharu habissss.....

k yarh...

daaaa...

SGttttt R.i.N.d.U.....

2009-03-23T20:32:00.000-07:00

pic taken when i was in school..jd teacher for 2 weeks..

Assalamualaikum....

SEYES sgttttt RINDUUU utk update blog...

tanx utk kwn2 yg selalu encourage fy utk update blog..

sowieee sgttt...

skung im into ma finals...

soal hidup dan mati...

dalam bln 6 afta finals n BTN, fy update blog utk kwn2 tercinta yerh...

lurve ya all..

keep on blogging...

~p/s: even fy x update blog, fy akn tetap ikut updated entries korang sume...

t.cre....^_^

Ma Soul...

2008-12-12T17:01:00.001-08:00

Ok2...

spt mana yg telah dijanjikan, entry kali neyh fy rasa nk tulis bout ma family..kira2 mcm introduce ma family members larh..

mcm dlm fs, i did wrote that i can't live without ma family n God..

4 sure..

im gonna die..

so, kite start drp ma parents k..

nie parents fy..mr yahya daros n mrs zainap raoh...i lurve both of them damn much...ma mum neyh kira mcm ma bf jgk larh..

so, i have 5 siblings..

n m da youngest..

3 elder bro n 1 only sista..

this is ma 1st bro..fizairy amini b yahya...then...

mucul ma 2nd bro..yg nakal n sukew giler nyakat adk beradik yg len..mr faizal amry bin yahya...

neyh time celebrate bufday mama ritue..fy candid pic dye..naahhh..amik...

kate konon2 muka kamoo tuh mcm rosyam noor...bluekkkk..pasan tull.:P

ha..

haaaaaaaa...

neyh ma 3rd bro..merangkap penasihat peribadi fy..

mr fazril izwan b yahya...

teramat larh murah hati n shayunkk kn adk2 dye...

muahxxxxiiieee...

pic neyh dye post dgn new car dye...lol..

ini pulak ma only sista...ms fizi haryani bt yahya...

ma sis neyh kira2 mcm teman bek gue larh...teman bergussip, shopping, mamam..

haha..

sumew dgn dye larh..

tido pown dgn dye..

tp, skung dye menetap kt kl..

nurse kat hkl..

so, nie some snapshots ank2 buah shayeee....

* shukewww sgt2 bdk kecix...* mak su shayunkk kamoo...

muke nakal..fariz azeem aiman..^^ ikut papa nyer yg nakal..ma 2nd bro's son

1st prince for ma 1st bro...muhd syakirin..pengarang jantung maksu neyh..

winduu larh..cpt balik k..mak su dah ready choclairs utk kamoo..

ank ma 1st bro...isra' haikal...

fatin irdina..adk aiman....muahxxiiee..bgun2...:)

datz all for now...

opsss....

last shot..

pic mama fy masa kitorang satu fmily buat surprise party utk mama ritue..

so, dgn ::a bouque of fresh roses:: cake from baker's cottage:: body shop white musk set:: a gold plated watch:: n bufday party planned by these 5 siblings, hope mama happy n semoga pnjng umur yer mama...

adik shayunkkkk mama...

muahxxiieee...

lurve ya all...

^_^

hari ini dlm sejarah..

2008-12-12T16:57:00.000-08:00

HARI NEYH DLM SEJARAH CUTI SEM NEYH...

gue bgun awal..
haha..
selalunyer, after smbhyg subuh, sure tarik comforter balik..
jwbnyer tidooo arh..
lalala..
ntah nape pg neyh.
mood gadis sihat tiba2 menjelma di dlm diri ku eneyh..
ceh2..

ari neyh, pas smbhyg subuh, terus berjaga..
g bekfas...
then online..

hurmm..
doa2 larh tabiat bgun awl neyh melekat di dlm lubuk sanubari cik fify nie yerh..
haha..
cool jgk bgun awl..
cuti sem neyh jgn hrp nk wake up early..

fy nk jd early birdy..
haha..

aminnn..

selamat kembali..

2008-12-08T04:48:00.000-08:00

hi guys..
lama gilers rasanye aku x dtg menempekkan diri kt dunia blogging neyh..
nk kate merajuk tuh..
x der larh..
skung neyh..
sibuk menjaga baby- anak2 buah kesyayangan ku itusss...
hehe..
"saya suka kanak-kanak"..
haha..
begitulah kate2 yg diluahkan oleh seorang gadis bernama Fify..

ntah ape ntah aku mula merapik neyh..
tetiba windduu bngt sama itu prince..
eceh2..
citer lama..
x mo bukak balik..
dlm buhsan2 duk umah neyh, sye makan2 n mkn..
but still berat x gak nek2..
warrghhhh..
tensen gue..45++ jerh..
rasa mcm nk letak batu dlm poket neyh bg berat..

td, bru pas ckp phone dgn ma buddy..
si chunky tuh..
lega dye ok..igt dye dtimpa pape kerh..
sbb lately dye syp je..
sonok dpt gelak guling nyakat dye dlm phone...
p/s: en amar, jgn wut2 lupa nk belanja x-studnt u neyh mkn k..
hihihi..

minggu dpn neyh pulak, aku tunggu lerh laling shayunkk ku nk dtg drp kedah..
aippp..
bukan bf la..
kwn bek aku- Ms Della Devaana..
hehe..
nk bwk dye round2 soghomban neyh..
ader owg tuh..ehem2..
abg gue tuh larh..
ajk tgk wayang, mcm2 alasan nyerh..
malusss larh..
shegannn larh..
mmg nk kena ikat dye tuh...

k larh..
ari neyh shejukkk sgt2...
menggigil time aku menaip neyh..
(hehe..hyperbole jerh..sje exagerate cite...nk bg besh sket)
mungkin berkat hari ni HARI RAYA AidILadha kot...
so, aku nk wishh kt sume yg membaca
SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL ADHA...

stay chill n rox selalu..
shayunkk kamoo semua..^_^

rasa MaU TerBang..

2008-11-29T21:18:00.000-08:00

hari nie x tau nk tulis entry ape..

just nk share dgn ya'll yg alhamdulillah, hidup ku telah kembali menjadi normal..

hehe..yewla...

sblm nih jd x normal sebb prince tuh..

bwt aku giler sama dia..

wowowo...

skung ok larh..

sekarang aku lebih rapat dgn ma 3rd bro..shayunkk same dye..

walaupun dye bushukkk pg2 dtg mintak broadbnd kt gue, tp gue shayunnkk bgt sama dier..

bln 1 dye nk bertunang...hehe..abgku udh mau tunang nih..

yg sedeynye, time dye kawen ujung taun dpn aku x dpt nk attend...

huhu..

kira cntact each other through the net larh kot..

cuti2 gini, aku byk leh ngikut mama g kenduri..

haha..

sedap..

masa belajar kt kedah, x der chnce langsung nk mkn kenduri..

n nk2 kalau duduk overseas nnt, sure x dpt chance mkn kenduri..

mkn angin laut cina selatan jewla jwbnye...

hehe

nwy, tanx kat prince...

dye dah bukak view aku pasl life..

n kredit utk sahabt gue, aiman..selalu spend masa tiap2 mlm ym habiskan masa jd doc lurve x bertauliah aku..hehe..

aku plan nk join broadcasting bile balik dpt degree nnt..

sbb itu impian aku dr dlu..

tp, rezeki ade kat teaching profession nih..

alhamdulillah...ape2 pun, dunia broadcasting akan ku terjah satu hari nnt..
PASTINYE..

next week rasanye wa mau terbang g melaka..yahoooo...^_^

here MElaKa i'm coming!!

hang out dgn ma buddy..fatyn...

huhu..cool...dpt jln2 kat melaka...

ok...

lurve ya all...

smpai ketemu lagi...

muahxxiiee..

bye SEREMBAN...welcome MELAKA..

hehehe..

G.A.m.E. O.v.e.R.

2008-11-27T00:31:00.000-08:00

i am done with this "love game"...

bukan putus asa, tp kecewa larh jgk..dat guy yg aku ader crush tuh bwt2 x tau..(padahal dye tau dah kan..)

n even worse, dye jauhkan diri drp aku..

perghhh...hina bangat rasanyer... he's hot n he'll always remain as ma prince eva..

antara qualities yg aku suka ttg "prince" nih:

1. berprinsip

2. kelakar

3. up to date

4. sgt sygkan keluarga (bukan duda o laki org k...hehe)

5. dye pandai bwt dunno..hahaha..

6. suka shopping

7. perangai giler2.
8. manjew..(walaupun bukan dgn aku)...

9. attractive

10. protective

so, to sum up diz guy memang memenuhi kriteria yg aku nk as ma bf..

seumur hidup aku, diz iz the first time..

tp, bukan rezeki aku utk setle down dgn dye..so, aper lagi, go on with ma life jewla...

p/S: to weeda (sorry babe, aku x dpt publish gambo dye..next time maybe..better focus to final sem next year kot laling..sowiee yerh laling!!!)

aku teringat one line drp tv show, desperate housewives-" Don't let your feelings bottled up"..but then, bile terlalu ikut gerak hati, x sngka it ended up like this...

"broken hearted"

hurmm...

adat hidup larh..ups and down..let it be..

my life won't end without him by my side...but truthfully, my life has become more flowery to hear from him everyday...

i'll always pray for his happiness...

god willing, anything could happen in the future...

Good luck ya prince!! i wish u all the best...

so, diz song lah selalu jd peneman tido aku setiap mlm sebelum tido..mesti teringatkan dat prince....so prince, diz song goes to u....

"tercipta untukku"

menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu

membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku

mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah

saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

banyak kata

yang tak mampu kuungkapkan

kepada dirimu

Chorus:

aku ingin engkau slalu

hadir dan temani aku

di setiap langkah

yang meyakiniku

kau tercipta untukku

sepanjang hidupku

aku ingin engkau slalu

hadir dan temani aku

disetiap langkah

yang meyakiniku

kau tercipta untukku

meski waktu akan mampu

memanggil seluruh ragaku

ku ingin kau tau

ku slalu milikmu

yang mencintaimu

sepanjang hidupku

so prince, don't worry mizz x akn simpn ape2 dndm kt u...

ma buddy, aiman once told me-

"jikalau dirimu mencintainya, biarkanlah dia berlalu, nescaya jikalau dia milikmu dia akn berpaling padamu suatu hari nanti.."

Good Luck Prince....

take care...don't worry bout me..kiter ttp akn jd buddies...chill..:)

dlm bosan2, aku ader someting nk share dgn ya'll

fav granola bar..penenang di saat boring...nyam2...

berbekalkan colour pencils dan paper drp ank buah aku, terhasil karya nih..haha..bdk tadika nyer drawing lg cntik drp lukisan aku nih..^_^

k all....

muahxxxiiieee....

pelik Nyerh??!!

2008-11-24T20:24:00.000-08:00

heyya all...

lama x mem'blog'kn diri kt sini...
almaklumlah..masalah tenet yang melanda diri lately..
cuti sem sebulan setengah nie, aku pn x tau nak bwt ape..
just hang out, shopping, online, mamam byk2..hahaha..ilang tension sket..

sedar x sedar..pejam celik pejam celik mataku yang bulat n extra size nie, dah seminggu dah ader kat umah nie...
sepanjang minggu nie, x der lah byk benda cool yang jadik..
cuma dat guy, mcm dah tau jerh yang aku ader crush kat dye...
nk2 pulak tau2 ader kat soromban..
hehehe...
rasa nk pecut jer honda jazz jumpa dye..hehe..
berangan jerh lebih..
so, after seminggu ader kat umah n dijaga oleh mamaku dgn baek..(hehe...doa2 aku leh gemok time cuti nie)...aku rasa aku dah develop some new interests dalam diri aku..
so, let's check it out...

1st: aku dah galak makan terutama doughnut...nyam2...
kaler yang pelbagai tuh mcm besh nyer mewarnai perut aku yang gamatnye kecik jerh nie..hehe..

2nd: aku dah giler minum nescafe...dulu punya larh benci minum nescafe..x sdp larh ape larh.. tp, skung, peliknyer kalau aku x minum nescafe satu hari, rasa mcm x lengkp dunie..perghhh....ptg2...duk2...smbil minum kopi, online...smbil ditiup oleh angin yang x berapa sepoi2 bahasa kt umah nie...layaaannnnn....
lebih kurang mcm "high" semacam biler dpt nescafe...

3rd: dah mula giler kan 'someone'.. asal bukak laptop jerh, mesti hrp2 ader comment drp dye..haha.. x dpt brcinta, dpt tau perkembangn dye dah kira ok larh beb...
ntah larh.kangen bangat same dye...cintaa bangat sama dya..speciiiiiiiiiiallllll gitu...

4th: hurmmm...aku jgk tgh giler tgk cite "The Hills" season 3 kt MTV Channel...perghhh...bengang tul..watak yang cute tuh "Lauren" giler sgt..baik semula dgn ex boy dye..."jason"...mamat tuh dah larh buaya...time dinner leh cuci mata ngorat girls laen dpn lauren...perghhh...kalo aku..memg kena penampo jepun..paaaaaannggg....hehe...x pun tolak dye kt railway tuh..biar kena gelek dgn train..hehe... so, if korang free, jengah2 larh kat mtv k...

5th: dapat shopping..hehehe..ntah sejak biler aku minat kaler itam...ternmpk sehelai shirt yang ala japanese style-"BUM"...menjerat hatiku..hehe...so, tanpa try aku terus grab n byr kat kaunter...puas hati arh...

so, all in all 5 interests baru aku nih sedikit sebnyk bwt jiwa gue happy di kala "mysterious guy" yg aku minat tuh bwt dunno walaupun dye fhm..aku ader crush kat dye...

k yarh...
"keep rocking the wOrld!!!"
xoxoxoxo...

CrUSH.....!!!! pAinful lol...

2008-11-19T00:02:00.000-08:00

Even though aku tak lama kenal dye, tp tanpa disangka2 aku ada crush kat dye..

Aku tak sangka macam mana aku leh suka dgn dye…so, aku cuba dekati dye…yeah..org cakap, zaman sekarang, sume gurls yang kena mula dulu kn…aku cuba2 amik tahu pasal background dye…sume ttg dye…cuba jgl tarik perhatian dye..but FAILED…..ada
”sparks” dalam diri dye yg bwt dye special berbanding lelaki biasa…dye lain kat mata aku…

Aku akui ramai gurls kat luar sane yg suke n tergila2 kan dye…

Sebenarnya, dye tak tahu pun aku suka kat dye…

Kat mana aku leh tahu pasal dye, itu private and confidential larh beb…

Tapi, tgk2 drp gaya dye, dye mcm x minat jer ngn aku…

Sampai kiamat pun aku x mo confess kat dye…

Yer lah..

Takut dikecewakan..

N dat guy pun berkali2 highlight yg dye x ready utk bercinta…sudah jelas lg terang dye mention dlam one of his post…

Alangkah malunye kalau dye tahu yg aku ader crush kat dye…ish2

X tau nak sorok muka kat mane….hurmmmm….

Setiap kali aku on jer laptop nie, perkara pertama aku fakir mesti pasal dye..

Sbb through internet larh aku kenal nama dye…

Ish…

Dah larh…

Makin hari makin parah pulak..nie larh first time aku ader crush kat lelaki n aku tak gtau pun kat dye..

Pikir2 balik, kalau bukan dye, mesti guy lain pun mesti x mau settle down dgn aku…

Yer lah..kalau next year, aku dapat g uk, x psal2 dye kena tinggal kat msia….

Ceh2…cintaku tertinggal di msia lah pulak….

Hurmmmm..kalau aku ader dye, sure full commitment aku bg kat dye..tapi x sure larh dye akan setuju ker tak hubungan jarak jauh nnt…

Tapi kalau betul dye sayangkan aku, sure akan tunggu aku nyer kan…

Minat pun dah same…shopping..

Hehehe…dah larh fy…stop dreaming n merapik..

Aku tgk chances aku untuk dye pun suka kat aku tue SGTLAH TIPIS…

So, berhenti berangan…n go on with ya life….

Dye x mungkin jadi milik kau….

STOP DREAMING FIFI…..

Jatuh hati pd dye- kira dah langgar prinsip aku x mo bercinta before dpt degree larh..huhu..tapi, rasa suka bukan dibuat2.

Oh God…fify is in lurve!!!!!!!!!!

Apa2 pun,

Aku akan sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan n kejayaan atas cita2 dye tue…

So. Time terfikirkan dye lagu “crush” david archuleta jugak lah yang paling suit dgn mood aku..

Ceh..let it past…

Waktu aku tulis nie pun tgh mood nk lelap mata but then, I keep on thinking bout him..so, I decided to write something ‘ere…

If betul pun, dye terbaca post nie, hurmmm anggaplah aku x penah ghoyak gapo2 k..(ceh2 mood kelantan larh pulak)

K,,,,bye….:P

princess got to go....

Muahhhhhhhhhhhxxxxxxxxxxxxiiiiieeee…..

Xoxoxo…

KecantiKAn Vs KebErsihan lol!!!

2008-11-11T18:17:00.000-08:00

KecaNtikaN VS KebErsihaN

heyya all...

ntah kenapa hari nie, hari nie aku nk post something yg lama dah aku pikirkan...

pasal kecantikan and kebersihan...

pg nie, ader larh makhluk Allah yg bernama kucing telahmendermakan najis nyer dalam shower umah aku..(nasib baik kucing tue bertamadun..berhadas dalam shower)..huhu..

sorang pun x mau bersihkan..sedeyh bangat seyh...

as usual, aku gak arh kena jd bibik membersihkannye..

kalau x, smpai kiamat larh "hadiah"tue ader kt situ..

So.....

apa yg aku nmpak, perempuan (as in focus) ramai yg hanya nmpak sgt smart and gorgeous kt luar..smpai dpt bwt lelaki termimpikan kecantikan dyorang n bwt lelaki meleleh air liur nk menggatal..hehe..TP kt rumah, Ya Ampunnnnnn...x cntik tanpa make-up yg setebal 20 inci tue x per lagi..tp, kebersihan thap yg paling low...

hurmmm...

x fhm aku...

ramai yg prfer nmpak cantik bangat kat luar, tapi kebersihan tmpt tinggal, mcm hampeh..

yuppp...ZerO level of hygenic sense

bilik yg berterabur, lantai x bersapu seminggu and smpah depan bilik x gheti2 nk buang...n kalau toilet kotor pun bukan nk amik inisiatif nk cuci..

maybe, dyorang takut kuku patah kot...ngeh2...or x nk muka terjejas dek kerana bau busuk tue kot..

huhu...aku pikir, perempuan zaman sekarang nie byk yg PLASTIk....yup..

(meminjam kate2 buddy aku-yazid) "Plastic Mess"...

bukan aku jer yg fikir mcm nie..tp, lelaki sure x nk cari perempuan yg hanya cntik, tp attitude pun tahap 1st class nyer...dari segi kebersihan YG PALING UTAMA...

x guna kalau cantik kat luar, tp rumah mcm kapal nk terbalik...

reban ayam lg smart..

so, just wanna remind all the girls outside there (termasuk aku), beauty lies on its beholder...

then, selain jaga personaliti untuk ditatap orang2 kat luar sne, kebersihan pun kena jga jgk..

"Kebersihan Lambang Keimanan"..k...

sure boys kt luar sne, x nk cari gf yg hanya cntik, stylo, hot n smart in brain jer kn????

tul x??

kebersihan pun kena Tip-top....

so, girls being pretty is not all about putting make-up until u look like a barbie doll but being Hygeine is the most important quality u need to instill in ur body, mind n soul...

datz it..

"HIDUP MESTI CANTIK N BERSIH!!!"

lots of lurve,

2008-11-10T09:24:00.000-08:00

Gigit larh..aku byr utk perkhidmatan kau nie!!!!!!!

hurmm..tajuk post kali nie bleh membuat pembaca nyer berfikir di luar tahap normal...
ngeh2..
sebenarnye smlm (ahad, 9 November) after g dinner kat ayamas, aku pun jln2 larh kat bandar darul aman nie...
nothing interesting at first until my eyes suddenly caught with "FISH SPA"...

welcome to FISH SPA

hehehe...aku tanpa teragak2 terus meluru masuk ke dalam spa tue..konon2 nk try fish spa...
kebetulan terjumpa pulak dgn corsemates aku nie, fatyn and aiman..si fatyn bwt manicure and aiman pulak terkekek2 geli duk rendam kaki
dalam kolam yg penuh ikan tue..hehehe...aku pun dgn confidentnyer gelakkan dye...

so, aku pun terus g register kat kaunter spa n mula2 nk masukkan kaki dalam kolam tue, pergghhhhh...
rsa geli pn ader...mcm kena geletek kot rasanye...
spa assistant tue pun set timer 30 min, then bermulalah sesi rendaman kaki aku..
jeng jeng jeng...

muka cuak b4 rendamkan kaki

note: gmbr ketika ikan2 sedang geget kaki sye (close-up view) x leh nk publish...sorry..private n confidential...

mula2 masukkan kaki sekor ikan pn x nk gigit kaki aku...but after 2 min, beratus ekor datang n start menciut2 kat tapak kaki n kaki aku..
alang geli giler...hehehehe,,,tapi seronok gak lama2...

after 5 min, besh larh pulak...

menurut kate spa assistant tue, bwt rawatan fish spa nie dapat melancarkan sistem peredaran darah n bantu elak penyakit mcam kencing manis n
sakit jantung...sesi merendam nie memang sesuai bangat larh dengan aku yg suka mkn McD bebanyak, tapi bersenam, setahun sekali belum tentu lagi...ngeh2..
at the same time, ikan yg diimport khas daripada overseas nie, mkn kulit2 mati kt tapak kaki aku..

after treatment tue, perghhhh kulit tapak kaki gue mcm baby..hehehe...selembut sutera gitu...

hehe..relax jer...

relax....theraputic tul...

x caye, korang try arhh..berbaloi tau..bukan mahal pn rm25 jerh...aku mmg plan nk g spa tue every month after this...
selain fish spa nie bagus tuk kesihatan, environment kat dalam spa nie (ala2 kt Bali gitu) i- berjaya tenangkan jiwa n mental spe2 yg tengah kusut...

alrite..datz all 4 now..
harap ketemu lagi...

deeparaya celebration..

2008-11-10T08:58:00.000-08:00

Semalam larh nie- 9 november, ktorang sbg senior telah dijemput dgn segala hormat n takzimnye mengosongkan perut n datang jamuan deeparaya...

hehehe...:)
actually event nie, junior yg conduct...it was all about, EAT N NJOY THE FOOD...nyam...event start kul 12...
antara maknn yg disediakan junior termasuklah:

1. Satay
2. Kuih raya n kerepek2.
3. nasi yg dihimpit2
4. kuah lodey (fav gue) and kuah kacanng...
5. drinks- hot tea and sirap kaler merah darah tue..
6. kuih muih as the dessert larh..
7. last but not least mee johor..aku x sure namenye but ada mee n kuah daging.. (special prepared by ma tesl coordinator-pn noreha)

sepanajng event tue smlm, x der larh byk sgt benda cool yg dihidangkan untuk mata kami sebagai senior..just few sketch yg kelakar pecah perut..respect larh bdk2 nie..lawak spontan dyorang mmg berkesan..sekurang2 nye pngubat jiwa aku yg tgh berkecamuk skung nie..huhu...GOOd JoB draMA team....:)

tp, nmpak larh pengacara dua tue kelam kabut..lack of preparation or mungkin NERVOUSA...i think it would be better if the event management team, chose the other better emcees for the event..flaws..grammar out habis larh dat gurl..x per..at least she tried...ini komen membina...so, no offence yarh!!! :)

akak syg kamu sume as juniors...bile lg nk menyakat kalau x skung..
next year, dah x der dah event camnie...september dh nk fly kn..

all the best to TESLIAN cohort 1 for the coming final exam (maybe in May next year) and good luck for the juniors..(cohort 2) (coming Mock Exam- not sure when)

dalam kitorang mkn2 nie, ader larh fy slide on our pictures captured while the seniors attnding the language camp...byk gambar2 candid and kantoi jerk yg dating tue..sume gmba dah exposed...ayok!!!!
ader one part tue juniors nyni lagu "AYAT-AyAT cinTA"...perggggggggggghhhhhhh...layan bangat..cmne larh dyorang tau tue lagu fav aku..(ceh2..pasan jer..padahal kebetulan jer kot) hehehehe...
so, nie few pic yg sempat di 'snape oleh gue masa event smlm berlangsung:

i am in the middle- with da juniors...

before the event started..cheese da frame....

perut dah kenyang..happy jerk muka...

ceh2..seiring dan sejalan...menuju jln kebenaran...hehe..

di bwh kepanasan matahari...terseksa bngat nie, ntah npe muka aku nmpak weird dlm frame nie..huhu...

mana lah honda jazz aku yg bdk2 nie pinjam x mo pulangkan nie...

all in all, aku bleh bg event nie 3 bintang jer lah.. byk benda yg bleh di- add on utk memeriahkan kot..nway, WELL DONE GUYS!!! I KNOW U GUYS HAD DONE A VERY EXCELLENT JOB- BRAVO!!!!

M.I.Z.Z.Y. S.P.A.R.K.S. EARLY EDITION

2008-11-07T20:43:00.000-08:00

Bgun2 jer aku pg nie, terasa sgtlah fresh..ibarat sayur gitu..hehehe…psal problem aku nk cari roommate untuk nesxt semester tue, aku decide nk bwt dunno jer …malas nk pikir2.. sape2 yg bertuah dapt aku jd roommate tue nasib larh…I COULD BE NICE TO YOU IF ONLY U RESPECT ME AS UR ROOMATE AND MIND YOUR OWN PERSONAL BUSINESS..itu jer aku nk pada sape2 yg bakal jd roommate..as I said earlier, I don’t need best friend.. they are not meant for me as I preferred most if I just have my parents, family to love n care about me…dat would make my life complete….dapat junior stay dgn aku pn ok…x byk songeh mcm gurls2 yg satu cohort dgn aku…hurmmmm…forget bout it…

Tgh2 mandi td, tetiba teringat pulak nk update blog nie…rasanye hari ni aku nk cite pasal favourite things need to be with me everyday, n how my face look like early in the morning…disaster ke x..hehe…

Tadaaa……….

Nie larh antara brg2 favourite yg mesti aku guna setiap hari…

Mouse tue tetiba menyelit sbb aku suka sgt2 warna n pattern dye..x der mouse nie untuk beroperasi dgn laptop aku, sure x lengkap hidup…mcm bf dah benda nie..green bottle belakang tue sbnrnye botol sparkling red grape juice…favourite aku..but oleh kerana kitorang sibuk memindahkan brg ke hostel, shampoo aku yg botol besar gedabak tue telah di “transfer” sikit jumlahnye ke dalam botol ajaib nie...cukup arh stock utk seminggu before aku balik seremban…yahoooo….semester break….:)

Kalau boleh byk lg benda2 yg aku nak masukkan dalam frame nie, tp ats sebab2 tertentu terpaksa dirahsiakan..hehehe… hurmmmm…lagi satu akan jd habit aku setiap 2 minggu sekali sure memanjakan diri bwat hair mask…(bekas orange bwh mouse tue-loreal hair mask) sgt relax jer rasa..itulah kot salah satu cara utk aku lepas tension nie..

Next, jom aku perkenalkan kt korang, teddy favourite aku- ELMO….merangkap buah hati pengarang jantung yg mesti dapat pelukan istimewa drp aku masa tido setiap malam…

Teddy yg stylo….

Wanna fight??!!! Hehehe…

Last but not least, setiap hari dah jadi mcm kewajipan aku untuk dgr lagu David Cook-“Time of My Life”..n Fergie “Big Girls don’t Cry”….inspired sgt2..so, kalau korang rasa2 mcm tension n nk dapat sumber inspirasi utk hidup, do listen to these two songs…

DAVID COOK- TIME OF MY LIFE…
I’ve been waiting for my dreams

To turn into something

I could believe in

And looking for that magic rainbow

On the horizon I couldn’t see it until I let go

Gave into love And watched all the bitterness burn

Now I’m coming alive

Body and soul

And feelin’ my world start to turn

c/o:

And I’ll taste every moment

And live it out loud

I know this is the time, This is the time

To be more than a name

Or a face in the crowd

I know this is the time

This is the time of my life Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished

Into the air Left me in pieces

But now I’m rising from the ashes

Finding my wings

And all that I needed was there all along

Within my reach

As close as the beat of my heart

repeat c/o

And I’m out on the edge of foreverReady to run

Keeping my feet on the groun

Arms open wide, Face to the sun

And I’ll taste every momentAnd live it out loudI know this is the time,This is the time to beMore than a nameOr a face in the crowdI know this is the time,This is the time of my life, my lifeMore than a nameOr a face in the crowdI know this is the time,This is the time of my life,(Na na na na na, na na na na na)This is the time of my life,(Na na na na na)The time of my life,Time of my life.

Oppsss…lupa nk cite..hari tue, ma desk mate, Melody dah berjaya lukis dua gambar aku…(cartoon version) “atas request aku yg nk dye lukis gmabar tue versi pakai tudung n dgn tanpa tudung”..

Nie larh hasilnye…

Prettier than the actual person lol…

Note: Special thanks to Melody…

Hurmmmm…ptg nie aku nk g jumpa dentist.. (yg mesti aku jmpa dua kali setahun)-check up…alrite…
Tue jer 4 now..nk g siap2 n g makan..perut dah mengeluarkan bunyi orkestra dah nie..

Lots of LURVE,

MIzzy_SpaRKs…11.45 AM, Saturday, November 08, 2008

yahOOO....

2008-11-07T01:57:00.000-08:00

heyya...

syok nyer...after lebih kurang 12 jam aku mengemas bilik n pack sume brg2 akhirnya tpt kul 10 pg td, aku send brg2 ke maktab...kitorang akan pindah masuk hostel next sem.yeahaaaa..

walaupun macam2 jd dlm masa 2 hari nie, sampai larh buat aku mengalir air mata, aku ttp sbr jer...

itulah gunanya kite mengadu kat Maha Pencipta kita...x sangka pulak..

dlm aku happy2 nk pindah masuk hostel baru next sem, kwn2 yg dulu aku anggap mcm adk beradik, (buat taik kat aku)..dpn baik mcm angel...kt belakang aku leh pulak menyakitkan hati... mcm2 larh..

aku doa2 larh kat kwn2 yg pernah larh dlu jd "kwn" kn, bwk2 larh bertaubat...aku selesa lg hidup tanpa kwn baik...

itu satu FACT... aku tak perlukan manusia mcm dyorang utk hidup pn...

hanya mama, ayah n family yg aku syg jer ttp jd kwn baik aku smpai bile2...:)

nway, x mo cite panjang2 lg...

nie, aku sediakan kat korang sikit snapshot masa aku bz kemas2 brg smlm n gmba gue kat hostel baru...

................

uish2...baju kurung g lecture jerh dah tinggi menggunung ginie..

....................................(^_^)

pengalaman 1st time naik lori pindah brg..hehe...cool

tau...sambil ditiup angin sepoi2 bahasa...ecehceh.:)

welcome.....kolej kediaman institut pendidikan guru msia..kampus darulaman...hurmmm...smpat lah aku merasa duk sini satu sem b4 g uk nnt...insyallah..

perghhh...mcm kondo tuh..hehehe..ok arh kn nie??!!

the room..waaa...x sbr nk decorate bilik nie...akn aku transform bilik nie jd bilik princess......(^_^) ceh2...smgt transformer sudeyh..

path yg akan jd tempat aku dpt ilham menenangkan diri kot nnt..hehe...

bilik study...hehehe...(selain study, bilik ni dpt dijadikan tmpat tdo dikala musim panas kt sni...hehe...air-conditioned turr..)

yeah...smpat pose tue...

k, datz all pasal kolej kediaman baru...mmg betul2 x sbr nk pindah sane larh...tp...aku akan rinduu bangat sume nie...-------->>>>

tmn siswa UUM....dalam kenangan...huhu...

kedai carrot jus yg plg sedappp di dunia...dah duk hostel nnt x

bleh g minum selalu...:'(

alrite...datz all for now...just mizzy hrp korang sume dapat doakan final sem mizzy next year...sbb sem dpn larh penentu mizzy dapt g uk...

bye....xoxo....

COunTDOWN.....!!!!!!

2008-11-05T17:41:00.000-08:00

huhu...(13 nov 08,) start cuti sem.....

hours...(about 150 hrs)

days....( another 1 week)...

nk blik Sbn....

misz ma mummy so much, ma family, ma friends, ma room n ma mum's cooking....

warghhhhhhh...:(

-aiman...ank buah shaye..-

-deena...winduunye nk kisz dye.-

- syakirin...auntie su winduu kt kamu..-

sebaik nye mendarat kapal terbang tue nnt, sye nk:

1. call abg, jemput kt airport..(of course- tkkan jln kaki...ngeh2)

2. smpai umah terus mkn...winduuu sgt2 msak lemak cili api mama....(nyam2..^_^)

3. nk g carik bdk2 kecik (ank2 buah nie) n ajk main vampire....huhu....rinduu bangat dgn dyorang..ptg2, jln2 kt city park s2 n enjoy ice-cream kt mcd....

4. habiskan masa berjam2 lamanye berbual dgn mama n ayah yg lma x jumpa....x mo tdo...hehehe...

5. g SHOPPING.....wanna new shoes..nk g OU....besh nyer....

6. cuba pelbagai mknn baru yg ada kt dunia nie..winduuu nk g mkn sushi, pasta n mcm2 lg larh...

p/s: mesti ramai pelik nape fify berbahasa melayu ni kn..hurmmmm...terlalu gembira...assignment bru je submit nie...yeah...yeah...:) tue yg terlebih exited nie...

k yarh...next post, fy cite mcm2 lg pasal holiday fy k...

got to go...

LOTS OF LURVE,

muahxxxiieeeee...

respecT

2008-11-02T16:13:00.000-08:00

kinda pity....
yarh..PITY.... i feel pity of others who are unlUcky enough to have a perfect life...
what i mean pefect here is (proper job)...agreeable, it's still 'a job'...
with no promise for u to be rich and able to buy hug house and Mercedes..
let us start by taking an evening walk at the park..
there you could see these targeted group (old people)..searching for something inside the dustbin...
imagine ourselves...it would be a big NO NO to us rite??
we are able to live up the life easily...money in the bank every month (of course given by pama)...:P
but for these unlucky people, they have to put away the shame and do this job...just to earn for few ringgit per day...
just enough to buy food for the day...
for most of us, these jobs might never come under their job's list..

i felt thankful to God..
even though i am not born with golden spoon inside me, i still able to learn something about life..
in short "independent"...
i cannot bear to see these old people (around 60's) still working just to earn money...at this stage of life, they should relax after years struggling for life..
i really respect these "pak cik" and "mak cik"...they are very passion to lead the life..after all...
without complaining, they work everyday...sweeping the floor and begging for money on the streeet...
the worst part, some adolescents nowadays do not bother to respect them....
i just cannot imagine my own parents being treated the same....

so,
RESPECT THE ELDERS...
AS THEY DO CONTRIBUTE A LOT to our life...
SHARE OUR LOVE AND SHOW OUR CARE TOWARDS THEM....
by PRAYING FOR BLESSING FROM GOD WOLD BE THE BEST...
THIS IS ONE OF THE WAYS FOR YOU TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE OLDER GENERATIONS....

"love u mama>>"

Oct 24th-27th 08

2008-10-29T21:31:00.000-07:00

Yeah....Finally...HOLIDAYS come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I saw my buddies could not sit still during lecture hours and even the clock just stroked to 12, some of them did not even bothered to listen to the lecture in front. No more waking up early to catch up the bus as something interesting was waiting for all of us- IT WAS HOLIDAYS. When I glanced through the calendar on my study table, my mind started to calculate. It was not money but “things to do during the 4 days break”. Most friends decided to go back to their hometown but for me, I preferred to be at somewhere else. Around 2.30, under the sunny evening of October 23th, I brought my soul and mind into a short journey to my cousin’s house in Penang. I was in fact glad to receive a very warm welcome from my cousin’s family as I landed myself in the small island around 4.30 p.m. I did nothing much in the evening. We just had some chat beside the hot coffee with popular spicy hand made “Penang Popiah”. I could say the evening seemed complete with the fresh air running and blew between my hairs. The touch of cold air from the green paddy field really had brought me home. I reached for bed and at 12 I slept that night.

The heat of 10 o’clock morning sun coming from between the windows of the room woke me up. I reached for my towel and dragged myself to bathe. Then, my morning breakfast was interrupted by the noises from outside of the old hut. I checked what was happened and to my surprise, my cousin’s and his wife were busy doing their work. They planted mushrooms. The mushrooms grew well on the floor of the earth and thus made me realise that God has created it with beauty of nature. The colour of joy painted in me, as I am one of the craziest mushroom’s lovers. I even wished to have mushrooms for my lunch later on. I had different dishes throughout the 4 days stay in Penang. My cousin’s wife was in fact a very good cook. I had fried mushrooms with the delicious traditional dish for lunch.

During these 4 days stay in Penang, I met myself with some beautiful experiences. I managed to meet with the other cousins who I had not met for months. I was able to hold their babies in my arms. I love kids very much. The smiles and laughter of the kids hold my heart tight to them. The family ties among us seem not to end as we care and love each other very much. During the weekend all of us gathered to catch a movie entitle “Bangkok Dangerous” at Sunway Carnival in Seberang Jaya, Penang. The movie packed with actions and in between there were some comedy scenes. We enjoyed the movie very much and right after the movie we headed to the nearest restaurant to have our dinner. We had a big fiery “mix tomyam”, on our table together with “meat cooked with spicy sauce” and many more. Here, I could say that even though I am away from my family, (especially my mother who I miss the most), I could tell that I still have cousins who care and love me here, way up to the north of Malaysia.

October 27, I had to leave Penang as my class will start tomorrow. I had to pack my things and bring myself back to Jitra. After having the lunch, I informed my cousins that I had to leave at 2. Before that, I thanked each of my cousins because of their kind love and then I set off from the beautiful island of Penang. Throughout these 4 days stay in Penang (to be specific in Bertam), I had had such very memorable experiences. Those cannot be found somewhere else even in other people’s journals. Here, in my heart I have it stored as one of the most special sweet moments. Thus, I will never erase it and I believe throughout these 4 days had excellently be as a connector between us. I really wish to have these sweet memorable experiences again before I met with end of my life.....

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2008-08-26T17:18:00.000-07:00

whenever u feel cold, mum will provide u with warmness....

.........dress you in cute costume for kindergarten show....

.....wishing you "good morning my baby"........

cute babies are everywhere.......

i remember when it was the time i had my first hug from my mother...

i opened my small eyes...

my mum's eyes clouded with tears...on my forehead, she kissed me..

that was the first time i met with world..

until today, i thank God for giving me such a great chance to live...

now, whenever i think of this sweet moment, i feel like crying..

my heart touch..

my love towards my mother will never end..

just imagine yourself being in this moment...

so, start from now, love your mother...

appriciate her...

take good care of her...

she's everything in our life....

^_^ are you care enough of your mother??

what say you????

08.08.08....bad lucks for me...

2008-08-08T22:29:00.000-07:00

hi..
since this is my first post, i didn't mean to write something bad or something that make people sympatize with me...
my true intention is , i just hate 080808...
this is the day when i had such a very bad day and this is also the day when i cried so much..maybe if i did collect all my eye drops yesterday, it might have fulled a pail..
080808, people chose to get married, engaged, celebrated the opening ceremony of Olympic Games in Beijing...
but for me, 080808, is just a matter of sadness in me..
maybe i was too paranoid..
but here's my pieces of sadness that i want to share with you guys..yes.i mean YOU..
080808..
people might wonder why i hate this numeral so much..
i felt empty in me..just imagine yourself...being in a very huge glass with not enough air, where at the same time you could see someone with a huge gas tank (in hoping, he could save you) fled away..chronologically, this is how i can say it..
080808...
i felt bored..i just have him in front of me...i could see him...BUT i could not talk to him or even have such a nice dinner with him..2 weeks...my buddies even asked me, why i did not hang out with him..it was not because of me, do not want to hang out with him but...he's the one who always turn me down...
080808- saw me with an accident...
i hurt my right hand...whenever i go to sleep at night, my hand get swollen blue...i tried to call him straight away, but he just ignored me, and as usual, say "that's fine, you'll be okay!! bye.."...he just hung up..left me wet in tears..
i get jelous whenever i saw my friends could able to talk to their boyfriends...
i cried so hard...when i talk to him in phone, i did try to tell him how i feel, but he just scolded me back..
he said, i am not being understanding...
searching for attention and his love...
he ignored and keep avoiding me....
i just don't noe why..
he kept talking bout death...
and this scares me off......
please guys...
help me....
:(